Him.

Here were I had my FIRST LOVE.
2009 on July, I've met him in a church which is my uncle work there as a REV.
He came to the living room where I'm in there sitting at the balcony watching the cars on the streets.
I saw him came towards me, then he gave me a WIDE SMILE :)
for God Sake ! I'm melting ! haha ! For me he's quite HANDSOME :)

Lets my Story begin <3
After a few moment we chatting, he ask me for my HP number .(I'm blush)
Then, I gave him my number as he wish.
At that night, we've got to go to church. He promised me he will wait for me at the staircase.
But ... He is not ! I'd cried.
I've search for him every way ! all around the church , but I've seen nothing.
Fed up! thats what I'm thinking on that time. uhh~

Then, about 15minutes later, a guy came by and ask me "whats wrong with you girl, why didn't you came to church? why are you crying?Are you waiting for someone?
Me" well, yes. I've waiting for someone, but he didn't shown yet. Sorry, I'm just afraid".
Make this story sort, the guy bring me to church praise the Lord along ..

suddenly, when i came out from the church i saw him , and rush goin towards him.
I'd cried. He said to me that he was sorry, and never ever repeated again, and he'll promised me that he won't leave me crying of let me be alone. From that moment, he always besides me:')

5 month pass, as usual we've met on Sunday morning at church where we first meet :)
Times goes fast then I thought. After i came back from Philipines on November , I met up with him on the balcony where we first met and DONE !
he ask me once again about my number. OMG ! I forgot to tell him about my new number.
Let me take your number first then , I'll misscall . NO! let me have your number first . he said.
I gave him my number then he ask me"what should I save your name here hu ? I don't know.I replied.
Well,okay then let me type by the name "AMOEY SAYANG" . cool huh ? I ask him why . He didn't answer my question.
"Emm, heyy after my PMR came out, could we go out on 25 of December were by we can buy our next stuff . shall we?" Well , emmm .. okayy !:)
I was so HAPPY ! gooosshh ! hehe :) That was the last time I saw him.
By the way, I manage to hug him and says "Your tummy getting big aite ?:)" he replied only with a SMILE :)

3 week after we met ..
on 23 of December .. my phone ringing on 11.25pm ..
a text from my EX-BF ..
"hey, sorry our Joy was death on an accident on Telipok road this day on 7pm".
I've SHOCK ! an automaticly CRIED SO HARD ! UNTIL I CAN'T SPEAK A WORD!
GOOSSHH ! WHY WOULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME ?!!
HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE, WHY CAN THIS BE HAPPEN !

I knock my mum door.
my mum open the door and ask why ..
I huggs my mum tightly and tell her that my BF already gone :'(
until now I even can't forget that moment when I knew he was gone.

I said to myself ..
Why did this happen to me ?
the one that I loved the most leave me just like that.
Is he doesn't love me anymore ?
Boy! you'll promise me that you never leave me or make me cry.
but, why did you broke your promises ?? why ?
now, I'd cry and I'm all alone .
where were you . You're not even here for me ! Liar !

I didn't take my meal for a week ..
I only drink a water ..

On his last respect , I'd come to his house ..
God only know what I feel inside.
I almost Fainted, when I saw his body in the coffin :'(
His aunt tell me to calm down.
she hugs me tightly as my mum do as well when she known about Joys' death.
he was burried on 25 December where that is Christmas where both of us suppose to be together:'(

Now, he's gone.
I miss you my baby Joy :'(
My love to you never fade away.
you will always in my heart forever and ever.
I love you so much !

Thats how our Love story end.
you will never be replaced.
If there is a guy wanna be mine, no one can replaced you in my deepest heart that I locked forever.

My baby :Cosmas @JoJoy
Died:23 November 2009

"Rest in peace my Love , wait for my time to come, and i will find you in another world"
-LOVE-