He was my everything.
never knew he would leave me.
by the way, continued with my stories about him.
A week after his been buried.
I had go to the same church to join a celebration I don't know about what, forgot already.
Suddenly, I bump with his aunt.
His aunt tell me something that make me wanna died as soon as I heard about Joy.
Aunt: hey, how are you ? did you miss Joy ? I've got something to tell ya, hope you'll be strong okay?
Me: well, I'm kinda fine. surely do aunt. I miss him so much. before this when ever I came here I always searched for him, and same as he do. but now, I'm all alone here aunt.
by the way, what did you wanna tell me about him.
Aunt: know how was you feel inside. Just be patient okay. eheem ..
(this is Joy's and her aunt convesation before he died a month before)
Joy: aunt, kau mau tau ka ? si amoey saya punya.
aunt: hahah ! are you nut ?! shes not even your GF , now you telling that she was yours.
Joy: Biar apa pun yang terjadi, dia tetap saya punya sampai bila2 !
Aunt: why did you says such thing Like that ? before this you said that, shes not your taste. now, whats wrong with you.
Joy: I just loved her with no reason. shes mine forever.
Goosshh ! that makes me cry for real !
I can't stop my tears to drop and drop ..
It just won't stop.
forgot to let you all know.
actually after I came back from Philipines , I had buy a musdeer , I mean a Doll .
The night when he died, I open the musdeer boxes where is the musdeer should belong's to Joy,that I would give him as a present.
After I'd open the boxes, and take the musdeer out of the box.
I'll hug the musdeer, and gave it by the name Baby Joy.
Until now, I still kept the musdeer in my room.
when I saw the musdeer on my board, I'd cry...
I just can't live without him.
Our relationship should be a secret, but it never be a secret anymore after his aunt telling all of his family member and friends about us.
but, thanks aunt :)
I loved you aunt lawrence :)
For this moment,
I miss you Baby :')
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